it is not because I do not look like the models on magazines,

it is because of the men in my life who have beat me down…

the name calling, fat, ugly,

people call me skinny, but I do not see it,

people call me pretty, but I am not looking in the same mirror.

all I see if the past, fat, ugly,

all I see is the so-called-men who have called me horrible names.

I just want a man to call me beautiful,

both inside and out,

if that is Prince Charming, then the world has gone to shit.